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Driving into town from the small
Midwest airport where Carrie Young and her husband
had met me off the plane, she pulled a large picture
from the back seat of the station wagon. Framed
in gilded-gold, the picture showed the couple
and their three children posing with an elderly,
chubby-faced Indian man with an ostentatious Afro
haircut, dressed in a red robe. Staring out of
the picture, it seemed the Youngs were shining
with happiness. "And to think," said Carrie, "this
is the man we used to think was God."
The Youngs were what Americans call
"straight arrows": honest, decent and truthful.
A handsome, clean-cut couple in their mid-40s;
both worked in the computer industry. The past
year, said Jeff, had been difficult, what with
all that had happened, but they were pulling things
together.
A year ago, their son Sam had come
to them with a shocking assertion: Sathya Sai
Baba, he told them - the man the Youngs had revered
as God for more than 20 years - was, in fact,
a sexual abuser. Over the course of four years,
in his ashram, while Sam's parents sat a few metres
away - thrilled that their son should be in such
close proximity to the divine, secure in their
belief that the god-man was ministering to their
son's spiritual welfare - Sai Baba was actually
subjecting him to sustained and systematic sexual
abuse. "You'll meet Sam at the restaurant," said
Carrie. "He's prepared to talk about this. He
thinks it's important too."
Sam was a tall, blue-eyed, dreadlocked
boy with a look that could only be described as
angelic. For the next four hours, they told me
the story of how they had come to Sai Baba; of
their spiritual aspirations, the dreams, the visions,
the miracles - and the nightmare their lives had
turned into. And always, throughout the conversation,
the same question repeated itself: how could it
possibly have come to this?
For more than 50 years, Sai Baba
has been India's most famous and most powerful
holy man - a worker of miracles, it is said, an
instrument of the divine. His following extends
not only to every corner of the Indian sub-continent,
but to Europe, America, Australia, South America
and throughout Asia. Estimates of the total number
of Baba devotees around the world vary between
10 and 50 million.
To even begin to appreciate the
scale and intensity of his following, it is necessary
to have some understanding of what his devotees
believe him to be, and of the powers that are
attributed to him. Among his devotees, Sai Baba
is believed to be an avatar: literally, an incarnation
of the divine, one of a rare body of divine beings
- such as Krishna or Christ - who, it is said,
take human form to further man's spiritual evolution.
According to the four-volume hagiography
written by his late secretary and disciple, Professor
N. Kasturi, Sai Baba was born "of immaculate conception"
in the southern Indian village of Puttaparthi
in 1926. As a young boy, he displayed signs of
miraculous abilities, including "materialising"
flowers and sweets from nowhere. At 13, he declared
himself to be the reincarnation of a revered southern
Indian saint, Shirdi Sai Baba, who died in 1918.
Challenged to prove his identity, Kasturi writes,
he threw a clump of jasmine flowers on the floor,
which arranged themselves to spell out "Sai Baba"
in Telugu.
In 1950, he established a small
ashram, Prasanthi Nilayam (Abode of Serenity)
in his home village. This has now grown to the
size of a small town, accommodating up to 10,000
people, with tens of thousands more housed in
the numerous hotels and apartment blocks that
have sprung up around. There is a primary school,
university, college, and hospital in the ashram,
and innumerable other institutions around India
bearing Sai Baba's name. In India, his devotees
include the former prime minister, PV Narasimha
Rao, the present Prime Minister, Atal Bihari Vajpayee,
and an assortment of senior judiciary, academics,
scientists and prominent politicians. Unlike other
Indian gurus who have travelled in the West, cultivating
a following among faith seekers and celebrities,
Sai Baba has left India only once, in the '70s,
to visit Uganda. His reputation in the West spread
largely by word-of-mouth. His devotees tend to
be drawn from the educated middle-classes.
It is said that as an instrument
of the divine, Sai Baba is omniscient, capable
of seeing the past, present and future of everyone;
his "miracles' include materialising various keepsakes
for devotees, including watches, rings and pendants,
as well as vibhuti or holy ash. Like Christ, he
is said to have created food to feed multitudes;
to have "appeared" to disciples in times of crisis
or need. There are countless accounts of healings,
and at least two of his having raised people from
the dead.
Sai Baba's teachings resemble a
synthesis of all the great faiths, with a particular
emphasis on Christian charity, enshrined in his
most ubiquitous aphorism, "Love All, Serve All".
The principal event in Prasanthi
Nilayam is darshan, in which Sai Baba emerges
twice daily from his quarters adjacent to the
main temple and walks among the thousands of devotees
seated on the hard marble floor. Hands reach forward
to touch his feet or to pass him letters of supplication.
Occasionally he pauses, to offer a blessing or
to "materialise" vibhuti in an outstretched hand.
It is during darshan that Sai Baba, by some unseen
criteria, chooses people from the crowd for private
interviews. Some devotees might wait for years.
Inevitably for such a potent figure,
Sai Baba has, for years, been the subject of rumbling
allegations of fakery, fraud and worse. But he
has proved remarkably immune to controversy, the
accusations doing little to dent his growing following
or the esteem in which he is held. But all that,
it appears, is about to change.
In recent months, a storm of allegations
have appeared - spurred by a document called The
Findings, compiled by an English former devotee
named David Bailey - which threaten to shake the
very foundations of Sai Baba's holy empire. Sai
Baba may represent an ancient tradition of belief,
but the instrument of accusation against him is
an altogether modern one. Originally published
in document form, The Findings quickly found its
way on to the Internet, where it has become the
catalyst for a raging cyberspace debate about
whether Sai Baba is truly divine or, as one disenchanted
former devotee describes him, "a dangerous paedophile".
David Bailey became a devotee of
Sai Baba in 1994, at the age of 40, drawn by an
interest in the guru's reputation as a spiritual
healer. "I couldn't see him as a God," says Bailey,
"but I did think, this could be a great holy man
who has certain gifts."
An extrovert man, Bailey quickly
became a ubiquitous and popular figure among devotees.
He travelled all over the world, speaking and
performing at meetings and would visit the ashram
in India three or four times a year. Over the
course of four years Bailey claims to have had
more than 100 interviews with Baba. At Baba's
instigation, Bailey married a fellow devotee,
and together they edited a magazine to propagate
Sai Baba's teachings. But the closer he came to
Sai Baba, Bailey told me, the more his doubts
multiplied. The miracles, he concluded, were B-grade
conjuring tricks, the healings a myth, and Baba's
powers of being able to see into people's minds
and lives merely a clever use of information gleaned
from others.
Bailey's dwindling faith was finally
crushed when students from the college came to
him alleging that they had been sexually abused
by the guru. "They said, `Please sir, can you
go back to England and help us."' They were unable
to tell their parents because they were afraid
of being disbelieved, and feared for their personal
safety.'
Shocked by the allegations, Bailey
severed his association with Sai Baba and began
to assemble a dossier of evidence from former
devotees around the world. The Findings is a chronicle
of shattered illusions. It contains allegations
of fakery, con-trickery and financial irregularities
in the funding of the hospital and over a Sai
Baba project to supply water to villages around
the ashram, which is habitually trumpeted as evidence
of his munificence.
Some of these allegations have been
aired before. But the charges contained in The
Findings are of an altogether different magnitude.
They include verbatim accounts of abuse from devotees
in Holland, Australia, Germany and India. Conny
Larsson, a well-known Swedish film actor, says
that not only did Sai Baba make homosexual advances
towards him, but he was also told by young male
disciples of advances the guru had made on them.
In April, Glen Meloy - a retired
management consultant and a prominent Californian
devotee of some 26 years standing - received a
letter from an American woman who had read The
Findings on the Internet. Her 15-year-old son,
she said, had also been abused. Included in the
letter was a four-page statement from the boy
himself alleging multiple sexual abuse.
Meloy launched his own Internet
campaign to spread the allegations. The effects
of this have been enormous. There has been a rash
of defections from Sai Baba groups throughout
the West. >From other devotees, however, the
response has been one of disbelief and denial.
"Sai Baba," says Bailey, "is a simple sex maniac
who's on an ego trip, after money, after power.
He is a sheer conman." No, say others, "Sai Baba
is God."
The Young family are not among those
listed in The Findings, but the story of how they
had come to Sai Baba was not atypical. In the
early '70s, Jeff had become interested in "the
spiritual quest", initially through psychedelics,
then through yoga and meditation. He learned of
Sai Baba through a friend, and in 1974, at the
age of 18, visited India for the first time.
Three weeks later Jeff had a private
interview with Sai Baba. "And I remember feeling
peace like I had never felt before; feeling loved
like I'd never been loved before." He returned
to Los Angeles, where he lived in a community
with fellow Baba devotees. He met Carrie, whose
childhood had been characterised by parental abuse,
and her teenage years by drug abuse. She, too,
became a devotee of Sai Baba. They married, moved
to the Midwest and started to raise a family.
Over the years, they visited Sai Baba from time
to time. They founded a community, home-schooled
their children according to his teachings, and
strove to lead a life of purity and self-discipline.
Then, in 1995, things began to change.
Their son, Sam, who was now 16, visited the ashram
with a family friend and was singled out for a
private interview with Sai Baba. Eighteen months
later, the Youngs returned to Puttaparthi; again
Sai Baba singled out Sam and called him and the
family for an interview. "He made [a big fuss
of] our group," said Jeff. "He materialised a
ring for my son. He told everybody that Sam had
been a great Shirdi Sai devotee in a previous
life - he just poured it on." During the course
of that visit, the Youngs were called for seven
interviews, while Sam had some 20 private meetings.
The family felt blissfully privileged. He materialised
rings, watches, bracelets, gave them robes and
the silk lungi he wore next to his skin.
The following year, the family returned
to Puttaparthi three times. On each occasion they
would be gifted with two or three interviews.
Sam had twice as many. "We had no idea what was
going on," said Jeff.
In 1995, Sam had come to his father.
In a private interview, he said, Sai Baba had
"materialised" some oil in his hand, unbuttoned
Sam's trousers and rubbed his genitals. Jeff told
his son he had had a similar experience when he
first met Sai Baba at 18. "I said to Sam, what
did you think about it? He said he didn't feel
there was anything sexual about it; it was like
Sai Baba was doing his job. And I'd kind of had
that experience. A doctor gives a boy an exam.
I'd taken it as some kind of healing." Thereafter,
Sam said nothing about his experiences.
What had actually occurred was this:
from anointing with oil, Sam told me, Sai Baba's
advances had grown progressively more abusive
and forceful. Sai Baba, he said, had kissed him,
fondled him and attempted to force him to perform
oral sex, explaining that it was for "purification".
On almost every occasion Sai Baba had given him
gifts of watches, rings, trinkets and cash, in
total around $10,000. He had told him to say nothing
to his parents. When Sam asked Baba why he was
doing this, he would tell him it was because Sam
was "a special devotee - that it was a great blessing".
When Sam attempted to resist, he said, Baba would
threaten not to call his parents for any more
interviews. "I felt obligations, to my parents,
our friends, all the thousands of people sitting
outside who all wanted to be in the position I
was in, not knowing what was really there.
"And then the big thing was the
concept that he is God, from day one, so when
he says, don't tell anybody ..."
In fact, Sam did tell somebody.
He confided what was happening to two other American
teenagers who were students at the Puttaparthi
college. They had had similar experiences. "They
justified it as a divine experience. But he was
doing things to me that I didn't want to do, and
I was just letting it happen."
In 1998, according to Sam, Sai Baba
attempted to rape him. The following year, the
day before the family were leaving for Puttaparthi,
he told his father he did not want to see Sai
Baba alone, without specifying why. Jeff sensed
something was amiss. "I told him, you must always
be true to your conscience. The family don't care
if we never have another interview again." In
Puttaparthi, Sam was again called for a private
interview. When Sai Baba attempted to get him
to perform oral sex, Sam walked out for the last
time, although it would be some months before
he summoned the nerve to tell his parents. Jeff
said it took some weeks to "process" what they
were hearing. "We knew that Sam was telling the
truth, but I still asked myself, what could this
mean?"
The Youngs contacted a leading figure
in the American Sai Baba organisation. "He said
it must be some kind of test," said Jeff, "and
for a moment we felt better."
Then Dr Michael Goldstein, the man
in charge of the entire Baba organisation in America,
flew in from California to meet them. "He said,
we've got to talk to Baba about this; words are
not enough; faith must be restored." Goldstein
flew to India. He returned to tell the Youngs
that Sai Baba had told him "he is pure", and that
Goldstein accepted that. He asked Jeff if he thought
his son might be delusional. The Youngs no longer
speak with Goldstein.
A senior devotee, a trustee for
the Sathya Sai Baba Society of America, Jerry
Hague, told me that he and his wife had been devotees
for 25 years. He was deeply shocked at the allegations
and could not begin to understand them.
"All I know in my heart is that
Swami is the purest of the purest, and that everything
he does is for the highest good of everybody."
This denial - Sai Baba is God, God doesn't do
these things - was a theme that was echoed by
innumerable other devotees I spoke to in America
and Britain.
Among those people named in The
Findings is Dr D Bhatia, the former head of the
blood bank at the Sathya Sai Super Speciality
Hospital, who, it is claimed, had a longstanding
sexual relationship with Sai Baba. Bhatia resigned
from his post at the hospital in December 1999
and is now an administrator at a hospital in New
Delhi.
Contacted by phone, Bhatia said
that he had become a devotee of Sai Baba in 1971,
at the age of 20, and that he had had sexual relations
with Sai Baba for "15 or 16 years". In that time,
he said, he was also aware that Sai Baba had relations
with "many, many" students from the college and
school, and with devotees from overseas.
One of the most remarkable facets
of this controversy has been the role of the Internet.
Even 10 years ago, it is doubtful whether the
allegations against Sai Baba would have spread
so far and so fast.
Conny Larsson has set up a support
group for those claiming abuse by Sai Baba, and
says he receives some 20-30 e-mails a day from
victims "crying out for help. You cannot leave
these people in the desert".
In America, the campaign organised
by Glen Meloy has concentrated on "e-bombing"
copies of the allegations to senators, the White
House, the FBI and Indian newspapers. The most
conspicuous success of the campaign came in September
when Unesco withdrew its co-sponsorship and participation
from an education conference at Puttaparthi, citing
"deep concern" over the allegations of sexual
abuse.
For all the allegations laid against
him over the years, Sai Baba has never been charged
with any crime, sexual or otherwise. And his exalted
position in India has until now kept him safely
insulated from any kind of public inquiry.
Among former devotees, there is
a sense of shock, betrayal, anger - a hunger,
if not for revenge, then for accountability. "We
know that many victims have been physically molested,"
Glen Meloy told me, "but in reality all the former
devotees have been spiritually raped because we
chose to believe that this man was the highest.
I certainly considered him to be the God of gods,
the creator of all creation, my friend, my everything.
The intense desire I have to expose him now is
directly proportionate to the amount of devotion
I gave him."
Sitting in the restaurant in a small,
homely Midwest town, Jeff Young struggled to understand
what had led him to believe that an Indian guru
could be God.
Looking back, he said, when Sam
finally told him about the sexual abuse, he didn't
find it difficult to believe at all. "I realised,
I'd really known this for a long time but didn't
really know it." Jeff shook his head. " You ask
yourself, how could millions of people be wrong?
How could millions of people be tricked? .. We'd
spent 23 years raising our family to believe in
him, going upstream against a river. You think,
how could I have been so wrong?"
Whether he is divine, "a demonic
force", as Glen Meloy describes him, or simply
an accomplished fakir and confidence trickster,
Sai Baba has said nothing publicly about the allegations.
When contacted, K. Chakravarthi, secretary of
the Puttaparthi ashram, said, "We have no time
for these matters. I have nothing to say."
Sai Baba's principal English translator,
Anil Kumar, said every great religious teacher
had faced criticism. Allegations had been made
at Sai Baba since childhood, "but with every criticism
he becomes more and more triumphant."
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